You know you’ve been on tumblr too long when you start to try out stuff people do.. And the other person has no clue what you are talking about.
No words can describe the respect and love I have for them. They are my rock, my back bone for everything I am, everything I do. First, I will begin with my mom. Of course we get into heated fights, exchanging blows on both sides. But I have never hated you. I know you only want the absolute best for me. And you try so hard to make me feel confident, it makes me want to cry sometimes! You are always telling me, “No daughter of mine is ugly. You are beautiful, you know that?” And I know that you think I am depressed because of the fact that I have no friends. Lol mom, I am fine. And now, mi padre. Ahah oh daddy. You honestly know how to brighten my day. You are the funniest person I know, always trying to get crystal and me to kiss you. You act like we are still babies even though we are teenagers! I appreciate the effort you put in providing everything crystal and I ask for. I am so thankful to have you as a father, and to have mommy as a mother. I love you two both unconditionally.
Ahah I realized that I unconsciously changed my POV. oh well, its 2:00am! Time for sleep
My first love. Hmm.. I believe you can love many different people, but only fall IN LOVE with one significant other. But I guess your first love usually corresponds to your first meaningful relationship so without any more distractions, I introduce you to my first love, Superman! LOL. In all honesty though, “superman” and “supergirl” were nicknames given to us by our 5th grade teacher. Then it was like either sixth or seventh grade when another teacher gave us the nickname of “Romeo and Juliet” ahaha. As you can see, our relationship was well-known throughout middle school. Even people I hardly knew asked if I was with him LOL. We lasted for a looongg time, but we had breaks in between (x Overall, our time together was just so easy and simple that it was a great first experience of how a relationship worked. Even when we broke up, it felt really… calm? LOL. But yeahh. Sometimes I wonder how he is doing, but I am too intimidated to start a conversation with him, even though he is on aim 24/7 ahah. It’s not like I want to get back with him anything; I just want to catch up, like how I want to do with a lot of my friends who I have drifted away from. Unfortunately, I tend to make up excuses for myself and change my mind x-x Anyways, he is a great guy, super super smart, and one of the most nicest and sweetest person I know. I wish him the best!
July 10, 2010- old facebook message between me and my boyfriend.
Me: Don’t worry about it hubby (: I know yu didn’t mean it so its fine .besides im not he type to get mad over names ..thats stupid c(:
I cant go back to sleep ): I’ve tried but everytime I do ,I keep on thinking about yu and I end up not sleeping LOL .hmm ..that was the first ‘I love you’ :D teehee .i hope yu actually meant it and didnt just say it so I would forgive yu ,even if I wasn’t mad :P Richard ,yu know how special and important yu’re to me right ?yur the first guy to ever make me feel so complete ,as if yu were my other half .ahah another first !;) done with the corny stuffs lol .by the time yu get this ,it’ll be when yu wake up so good morning sweetie !^-^
R: Hmm alright baby, see? That’s why I love your personality so much. You can always forgive your hubby and I like that cos I am the type of guy that sometimes does or say stupid stuff.
So you were on your bed for five hours and you couldn’t fall asleep cos you were thinking about me? Aww I am sorry.. =/ Aileen, you mean more than the world to me and every corny saying that I have ever said to you to make you laugh are true. The feelings that I have for you are probably more than love. Like I have said before, my feelings are so different this time and I have never felt so attached to someone before. I really love how you know just when to give me a dose of your corny sayings that makes me all tickley inside.
Other half? Awww.. hehe I feel the same way, that’s why I am going to do my best to keep you by my side. And I will always be your guardian to keep you safe, whenever you are physically here with me. Hmm..enough with the corny sayings.. lol
Good morning love!
Oh.. and maybe I shouldn’t have said our first “I love you” over text.. it just doesn’t sound sincere. =(
Oh, how I miss these little moments and conversations. Now, I am afraid that I could lose you forever. But for now, I will indulge myself in the past before accepting the future.
We humans are greedy and selfish. So to have these men fight for our lives… “thank you” just isn’t enough.